UN IMPORTANT TALK

Today, as usual, i have a not too gud day. Im not saying (or you think i am ? :D) that im not enjoying my lecturing activity, well, to be honest, a lil bit maybe. Sometimes i feel i shud not hav been here, hehehe. But you know, we just cant regret whatever things we had chosen (well, dont ya think im kinda wise here? Kekekekee~).

Today the lecturing activity start from 8 am, as usual, and i turn to be the late one(again? :p) ,hmm, seems like this late thing always stuck on me. Moreover i had to wait my video downloading finished last nite. I had search this video long time ago and finally i got it, i downloadedit for about 4 hours,, well, 4 hours for only 200 MB. Such a long time to download and you know what.. unfortunately that video isnt eng subbed. Well. Another kinda unfortune of mine. Tsktsktsk  =.=

Because i wake up late today, i went to school wid my sister (fortunately, she's home ). Huh! You know what, todays lesson isnt that interesting, huhuhuu. I only i cud i wud rather sleep on my confortable bed than attend that class . oh gawd in heaven, how cud this be so boring to just sit in the class =.= *heavysigh*

Today is going so flat, notin special happen. I just come to campus, having lecturing activity then eating in the class coz i have bought my own lunch box, kekekekkee~ (you know, thats gonna save my money and more hygiene). maybe this is the thing i like for today. Emm, today my friend, ratna, and i talking bout love that may us feel toward a guy we may knew. First of all i said to her bout having such a crush these days isnt my priority, then i asked about her love story,lol (this story isnt the exsact thing we talk bout, i just write the point of the story)

Rat, do you have any crush on someone lately?

Then she write

No, i dont have any, i just think that i dont give so mch attention on having such a crush or doing lovey dovey with a guy. I just think that when the time is right i believe that God will sent my destiny to be here with me, to love me. Besides, i only love God from the deepest of my heart and i always think that he will also love me unstopably. But well, as a normal girl i also feel gud seeing a guy that match my criteria and may fall for him, but well, i just dont wanna give my full heart for him,lol

Hmm, i thing that is right i also didn't want to give all of my self to a guy. I then reply

Hmm, i agree with you. I also believe that God will sending my angel, my destiny who fated to be wid me here someday to live with me for better for worse, in healty and in sikness, poor or rich.lol. i ever felt that kinda love, feeling so warm inside my heart whenever i saw him. This is actually called love, but you know. I gave up on him and now whenever i felt like im loving or just liking someone, after awhile when i just found out even a lil thing of his weakness or bad side of him ,i fella tired and wanted to stop this feeling or maybe move to another guy. Actually in fact i know that i may have more bad sides and weakness, :D. Well, now im happy for not loving a guy so deep, its just so good not to stuck in a guy only. I fell happy whenever i saw actor, boyband or BB in my laptop, korean actually,lol.  I just like to be free,teheeehee :p

 

my forever crushhh,teheehee :p

my another crush, the 2nd one,kekekke~

 Then she reply

Hmm, that is good. You are so lucky for having that feeling. For not bounded with a guy and can feel free :D

That is such a (un)important conversation i had with ratna this morning,kekkekee~ but i somewhat like to talk about it since its been a long time im not talking bout this topic.

Well, i hope what i and ratna believe bout love will remaind true and i hope someday God will surely sent my destiny here in my life, my world,lol. So guys, whoever you are, as long as you are the right one, just stare to move on and find your way toward me,kekkekekekee~

i shud wish that the one who destined with me is justlike two two above, or i wish this one (kekkekee~, God, am i ask too much?)

wohooo~ kwon jiyong <3

but well, im just a normal girl, so i wish'em to be the one :D (the on among 3 candidates? well, i guess there will be more candidates later,kekekekkee~ hunt mode : on )