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Saturday, May 28, 2011

[REAL HD] 110528 Yesung - It Has To Be You

its been so long since the last time i browsed yesung video.. the last thing i doownloaded is his song for cinderella step sister ost, it has to be you..
wow, that really is a good, no.. more than that, it is an amazing song,lol. you know, in that song he sing really well, the voice of him does suit the genre of the song.. wow, i do like his kinda voice, angelic, the art of voice if i may say..hehheh
after i came back to browse any video when i got notin to do.. i found this.. yesung video and it is HD hahhaah, i like it too much :DD. he looked cute here, asa usual..lol. and i also amazed on the way hes singing, well, its look like hes really into this song.. really pull all of his energy when he sang it, i can saw his aura is compliting this song to be a perfect match, kekkekeke~
so guys, here is the video of him, just watch or download it if you wanna save it in your laptop,lol


Thursday, April 28, 2011

me and you

when i need you 
you come straight away
when i cry
you wipe these tears away
when i smile
you laugh that way
when i shout
you just look at me calmly
when you take a step back
i take a step forward
when you run
i fly to where you on
when i loosen my grip on you
you hold my hand tightly
that is me and you

Sunday, April 17, 2011

GOsip ria di malam buta

siapa yang ndak suka ngomongin orang lain? hmm, jarang kali yak ada orang yang ndak suka ngomongin orang, cuman orang alim yang bener2 aliiiim kali yang ndak doyan ngegosip :D kalo ane mah msalah lain, meski terbilang alim (??) tapi tetep doyan ngegosip, nyahhahahahha, ente jugak sama kan ? bdanya ane jelas alim sedangkan ente alim ato gak ane kagak tau :pp
seperti itulah acara yang ane dan ocun lakukan tdi malem. critanya kan si ocun nginep k rmah ane, nah, pas malemya ane udah ngantuk dari jam 9, tau ah, gara gara kmren mlemnya ane liat dunia lain mpe jam 1an ato gara2 ane yang emg doyan molor :D, cuman, pas ane udah menata posisi ane sdemikian rupa sehingga ane bisa molor dengan enak, nyaman dan aman, si ocun malah ngobrol ssuatu yang intinya adalah ngomongin orang. denger kata2 ngegosip, antena ane langsung kerja, gak tahu kena apa, pokoknya posisi ane dari tidur langsung brubah jadi duduk di kasur dengan fast motion ala pilem laga gituulah :D
nah, dari sono noh, obrolan ane yang mjurus ke ngomongin orang itu resmi dimulai :D. ane pertamanya ngomongin masalah ocun yang lagi disengsemi sama seseorang,ehehehe. berawal dari sono ane lanjut ngobrolan orang-orang
pertamanya kita ambil dari tengah-tengah dan acak doang,sesuai selera kita mau ngomongin siapa, tapi dipikir-pikir lagi, kok gak adil ya rasanya kita gak ngomongin orang-orang dengan hurup depan awal2 alpabet, nah.. dari sono lalu ane mulai lagi dari awal ngomonginnya nama orang urut alfabet.hehheh
dari hurup a, ada bebrapa orang yang kite sebutin, tapi rasanya gak fair kalo yang kita omongin ane kasih liat disini, kalo mau tau lain kali ikut aje ngegosip bareng ane, :DD
dari a ke b ke c dan seterusnya, tiap dapet bagian yang aneh lucu kita ngakak abis-abisan sampe mata ane berair. beneran deh parah banget kita nggosipnya malam itu, sampe ngakaak guling bantal deh,eh salah, guling-guling maksudnyak.. sampai2 nih ya dosen juga ikut kena,hahahah
ane apdet status di fb, trus si ocun juga koment distu, parahnya kita cuman pake 1 alat buat gantia berdua, yaitu lepiku tersayang dan sejolinya, modem venus,hahahahahah
setelah sekian lama ngakak dan nggosip, ternyata perut si ocun keroncongan, (ternyata nggosip menguras hati, eh energi ding :D). sudahlah, akirnya ane tmenin ocun ke belakang alias dapur dan kita masak mie rebus indomie (ini ceritaku ,apa ceritamu?? lhohh? :D). awalnya aku nunggunya di ruang tengah, tapi karena lola ane nyusul ocun ke dapur juga, eh ternyata disono lumayan cepet, gatau deh gara-gara apa. ane juga bikin susu milo, enyak cuy anget2 minumnya, kan udah malem.
begitulah cerita ane sama ocun yang nggosip bareng, sebenernya banyak yang kita omongin, tapi gak enak mau share disini, takut ada komplain pihak2 terkait, secara ini bukan fiksi, jadi kalo ane tulis ada yang ngeras dong, kalo dituntut gimana?ane kagak punya duit buat sewa pengacara di pengadilan, mending diem aje. biar ane sama ocun aje yang tau, kalo pada penasaran mending lain waktu kesini deh, ke rumahku ikutan nggosip. kita berkumpul dan nggosip ria, hahahaha >> resiko tanggung peserta :))

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

remembering the past love

What do you feel when the first love of yours suddenly crept into your mind after long time you don't even think bout him anymore, hhahaha. yep. i felt that, when i got nothing to do i didn't know where that mind came from but suddenly i saw his face, the way he smile , in my mind. kinda weird rite? (since i dont love him anymore)lol.
Talking bout him, i just remember that time i did like to see him (is that called love, or just an admiration? well, im not too good in that kinda thing, so me, myself dont know whats that exactly,hahahhaa). but as im thinking bout that past now, seems like myself is a shy (too say if i cud say) coz you know, every girl shud cheer or going crazy whenever they see their crush are walking pass 'em (thats a normal act, isnt it? ). but here, you see me.. im just get my face down, looking on the ground and didnt bother to take even just a glance at him.. whoaaa.. when i remember that time, its seems like im gonna make my face red when i encourage myself to see him. but whats next? when my eyes accidentaly met her gaze, that bring myself to be a panic person and even make my face redder, omooo~~ blushing like crazy, eh? (dont dare to say im not normal for being like this, lol)
Now i dont get enough courage and interest to just start the new feeling, its not that im afraid im gonna ended the same, but i think as my age become older and maybe (i think) im now wiser, kkekekekke~~ i just need to consider and think about everything when i talk bout crush or shud i call it 'the one' start from now? i dont feel any ease when talking bout my crush, its not like back then when im a high schooler and still a teenager, (hhahaha, so im thinking of myself as an old lady now? the ahjumma? LOL). when  im still a teenager, i mean when i still a high schooler, i find it fun to just say that is my type, hes so cool. whoaaa, i think im going crazy, i know i fall for him, wahhh, so cool. i do have a crush on him, and blah blah blah, the next thing i knew that time is that im starting to be a talkative girl and dont wanna stop mumbling, talking bout the boy i had my crush on, kekkekekeke~ that must be crazy, rite? but yeahhh, its kinda fun and i like it, i sometimes want to be back in that time, when so much more fun is easier to find and the sad ending or the bads are too far away from my wonderful daily list :D
i just dont get what people say that the first love is the most meaningful and the love that we will keep it here, in my heart, for long time, even after we find the nth or the nuest love of ours. hmm, whaddaya think?? kinda agree wid this or wanna think of it as a contradiction, lol. well, thats up to you. for me, that not  fully right, yeah, thats because nothing is 100 % rite,hahahah. so in my opinion, love is not about the first, second, third or nth, but it may be considered by its value, how deep is our feeling toward him actually is. after seeing that fact we will actually know that no matter which love he is, the first or the last, we will treasure it the most as long as its the most valuable thing for our lifetime (hmm, kinda serious, eh?).
Im not a good one whenever talking or discussing about love,  a lil did i know bout it. actually im a kinda girl that dont like to have such a serious relationship, i think i like to make friends with all people and consider them all the same. well, thats why my mom always tell me to look for a rite guy to have a serious relationship. hahha, serious relationship? are you serious mom? for me the serious thing is gaining more and more ability and reach whatever i needed and i wanted
so, first love that suddenly come to my mind isnt the sign of remembering him but well,a lil bit part of my heart dont mind it actually,kekkekeke~ since i loved him back then. i dont know why i liked him, but i know i never regret i ever loved him, in this case is secretly loved him,lol. and i know this first love may lead me to the real one, the one i love someday, and that first love made me ever taste how it feel when we are in love :D
wanna know what it taste? how it feel.. just try it by yourself.. try to love somebody, and you're gonna know it :D
hmm, btw, isnt it fun if i cud have this guy as my first love back then? kekkekekke~
this is the guy,black jacket suits him wellll~
omoo~ almost smirking?
kyaaah~ i like when hes sulking
cute, riteee? :p
hohoo, nice pose dude!









Thursday, March 31, 2011

My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho

so many times i've mentioned before that i like to watch any kind of movies, drama and other shows except the thriller and horror one,kkekekeke~ i also said that i dont like that genre not because imma loser that feel scared of that kinda movies, its just that whenever i wanna c'em it turns to be chaotic and i wanna vomit (well, whats the relationship, eh? ). anyways, the genre that i do like to watch is the romantic comedy, action and other intersting one. well, im not saying that i dont like the other genre so i never watch'em. i do, but its just not as often as my fave genre.
talking bout movies or dramas i like, the korean and hollywood are the best. i have so many copies of'em in my laptop and pc,kekkekee~ and seems like i need to get another external hard disk coz that two dont have much space left, lol. korean drama that i see last month is my girlfriend is a guminho. well, its kinda late to c it coz actually it released last year but in the end year. that drama sure is good and i like watching it, not to boring and really interesting.

sinopsys taken from dramawiki

this is the poster,kekkee~ kinda cute rite?

this time i wanna write down bout guminho. well, kinda late since its not the drama of this year, but well, its okay since i like it,lol. i get the coppy of this drama from my class mate, he find me so addicted in korean drama, movies and its music so he told me that he has a friend who hav downloaded full episodes. wow. it feels like im winning 1 billion dollar, lol. you know lah, since i like it too much :p
then i asked him to coppy it
he : dila, you like to watch korean drama?
me : hell yeah, i do like it. hahhaa, whats wrong?
he : notin, its just that my friend has the full episodes of a drama entitled gumiho, if im not mistaken. is there any with that title?
me : gumiho? you mean my girlfriend is a guminho? there is, wow.. he really had? omoo~ i want to coppy it, pleaseeee, cud you coppy that drama ? *pleading eyes*
he : well, ok. i'll try
me : hehheeh, thank youuu
he really coppied it, well, thank you my friend, hope your friend have another drama, lol. and after he gave me his flasdisk, i got a problem here. i forgot to bring my flashdisk or my laptop, hohoohoho. sooo, what kinda thing do you think im gonna use to coppy it? wuaaaa, i didn't want to bring that flash back to him widout me coppying. then taraaaa.. i saw my friend, jetong sitting in front of her lapy. kekkekekeke~ i got an idea.
me : jetong.. btw, is there any space on your lapy left?
she : yap, wazzup?
me : well, i ask dodo to coppy a drama called guminho, he did it but now im confused to where i shud put the coppy since i didnt bring my lapy or my flash,
she nodded and then i continued ..
me : is it ok if i put the coppy here in your lapy. im gonna move it next time when i bring the laptop
jetong : sure, i also want to coppy it coz i have notin to watch
me: hehheheh, okay, thanks :)
then i copied that drama in jetong laptop. and you know what.. we saw that drama wid other ppl arround althogether.. i sat in front of the lapy with jetong in my left and pitrop in my rite, i was in the first row and behind me other friends also watched it, even the seniors who also liked it joined us watching that drama. after awahile she asked jetong to copy the drama to her flashdisk. it might be because the situation here wasnt really comfortable knowing that the lapy wid its 16" screen surrounded with more than 5 ppl,lol. they, the senior, then went to their own class. and we continued to watch that drama after the next lecturer came to the class.
and after that time, everytime we have the spare time or when the lecture dont come we use the free time to watch it together in class using the laptop and LCD in class, woww, this is more effective since the screen is large enough,kekkekekee~
speaking bout the drama its the story about about a guy name Cha Dae Woong. On one day after Cha Dae Woong ran away from his grandfather, he accidently freed a nine-tailed fox who was closed in a painting for about 500 years. He didn't realize what he has done, until the Gumiho (nine-tailed fox),who took the form of a beautiful woman, appeared in front of him. Dae Woong was really frightened that he ran away from her and fell on the riverbank.Since he was severely injured, Gumiho came to save him and gave him her most precious bead to share with him the mystic fox' strength, as she owes him her freedom. Gumiho then asked him if he can help her become human and how to act like one. In return, she allowed him to use her bead for him to shoot for his dream action movie despite his body's severe condition. As time goes by, their mutual relationship grew deeper as they start to fall for each other.
well, as what i said earlier, this drama is interesting enough to watch, so guys, hurry go to dvd rental or go to dvd shop to buy that drama,lol. 

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

UN IMPORTANT TALK

Today, as usual, i have a not too gud day. Im not saying (or you think i am ? :D) that im not enjoying my lecturing activity, well, to be honest, a lil bit maybe. Sometimes i feel i shud not hav been here, hehehe. But you know, we just cant regret whatever things we had chosen (well, dont ya think im kinda wise here? Kekekekee~).
Today the lecturing activity start from 8 am, as usual, and i turn to be the late one(again? :p) ,hmm, seems like this late thing always stuck on me. Moreover i had to wait my video downloading finished last nite. I had search this video long time ago and finally i got it, i downloadedit for about 4 hours,, well, 4 hours for only 200 MB. Such a long time to download and you know what.. unfortunately that video isnt eng subbed. Well. Another kinda unfortune of mine. Tsktsktsk  =.=
Because i wake up late today, i went to school wid my sister (fortunately, she's home ). Huh! You know what, todays lesson isnt that interesting, huhuhuu. I only i cud i wud rather sleep on my confortable bed than attend that class . oh gawd in heaven, how cud this be so boring to just sit in the class =.= *heavysigh*
Today is going so flat, notin special happen. I just come to campus, having lecturing activity then eating in the class coz i have bought my own lunch box, kekekekkee~ (you know, thats gonna save my money and more hygiene). maybe this is the thing i like for today. Emm, today my friend, ratna, and i talking bout love that may us feel toward a guy we may knew. First of all i said to her bout having such a crush these days isnt my priority, then i asked about her love story,lol (this story isnt the exsact thing we talk bout, i just write the point of the story)
Rat, do you have any crush on someone lately?
Then she write
No, i dont have any, i just think that i dont give so mch attention on having such a crush or doing lovey dovey with a guy. I just think that when the time is right i believe that God will sent my destiny to be here with me, to love me. Besides, i only love God from the deepest of my heart and i always think that he will also love me unstopably. But well, as a normal girl i also feel gud seeing a guy that match my criteria and may fall for him, but well, i just dont wanna give my full heart for him,lol
Hmm, i thing that is right i also didn't want to give all of my self to a guy. I then reply
Hmm, i agree with you. I also believe that God will sending my angel, my destiny who fated to be wid me here someday to live with me for better for worse, in healty and in sikness, poor or rich.lol. i ever felt that kinda love, feeling so warm inside my heart whenever i saw him. This is actually called love, but you know. I gave up on him and now whenever i felt like im loving or just liking someone, after awhile when i just found out even a lil thing of his weakness or bad side of him ,i fella tired and wanted to stop this feeling or maybe move to another guy. Actually in fact i know that i may have more bad sides and weakness, :D. Well, now im happy for not loving a guy so deep, its just so good not to stuck in a guy only. I fell happy whenever i saw actor, boyband or BB in my laptop, korean actually,lol.  I just like to be free,teheeehee :p


 
my forever crushhh,teheehee :p
my another crush, the 2nd one,kekekke~
 Then she reply
Hmm, that is good. You are so lucky for having that feeling. For not bounded with a guy and can feel free :D
That is such a (un)important conversation i had with ratna this morning,kekkekee~ but i somewhat like to talk about it since its been a long time im not talking bout this topic.


Well, i hope what i and ratna believe bout love will remaind true and i hope someday God will surely sent my destiny here in my life, my world,lol. So guys, whoever you are, as long as you are the right one, just stare to move on and find your way toward me,kekkekekekee~
i shud wish that the one who destined with me is justlike two two above, or i wish this one (kekkekee~, God, am i ask too much?)
wohooo~ kwon jiyong <3


but well, im just a normal girl, so i wish'em to be the one :D (the on among 3 candidates? well, i guess there will be more candidates later,kekekekkee~ hunt mode : on )
 


Sunday, March 27, 2011

I AM

im here
not there
im the one looking at you all the time
im one
not two
the one who start to fall for you
im girl
not boy
thats why i like you
im weak
not strong
so i admire you easily
im pure
and faithful
thats why i keep an eye on you